Regret --
Many things I regret
I want to take them back
But it's too late
I can never take them back
They've already hurt me so much
What can I do now?
Inside this HELL --
Light fades away
Darkness takes over
My control is gone
I can't be free
Alone and trapped inside this hell
Why won't you save me?
Because it's too late
I'm gone
Lost forever in the darkness
Arms fold
Head bows
Legs curl
Tears flow
How can someone understand
what it means to be
alone?
One
person, one
girl.
Alone, in
a grasping darkness called
life.
She sits in her corner,
tears blurring
the world created
for her
by others.
Unloved, unexperienced,
naked, naive.
Innocent.
Death seems her only path,
her only
escape.
An easy way
out,
from the pain,
from the fear.
Redemption in a
blade.
Silver flashes
Crimson runs
Flesh whitens
Emo?
is it really that bad?
you cant accept the fact
that i get a little sad?
that i am a little mad?
so i favor black
and i dont like pink
you use those as reasons
to make my soul sink
so some of us cut
and some of us dont
we can smile
laugh love and live
we're just not like the rest
sure we cry
we want to die
but none of you understand
its not like we had planned
to live life like this
to spend our days
depressed and amiss
we're not bad people
we dont worship satan
we're not out to kill anyone
we just dont like the world
as much as everyone else
and we dont like ourselves
as much as we could
but we're ok with tha
Now I know.
My heart is broken.
But I can't let you know that.
Nor can I let you go.
At random parts of the day I start shaking
From the tears…that you left me
People gave me hope
People gave me doubt.
I feel like an idiot,
To let my heart break.
To entrust it in a guys hands.
When I know…multiple guys that have
Shattered
Ripped
Torn open
Other women's hearts.
My uncles.
My father.
And yet I still entrusted you with that masterpiece
The one I created from scratch.
I am pathetic.
Obviously I do not deserve a guy like you.
But I can't help to wonder
what it would be like with you...
I feel like an idiot...but i want to h
In my dreams
It was me in your arms
My lips on yours
There was only us
And the clouds
And the stars
It was the world and us
It was us against the world
But in your arms I could take it
Anything the world dished out
And with your kisses I was strong again
In my dreams it was me in your arms
My lips on yours
But in reality
It's always been her
Is death the end to everything?
A sad song we all must sing?
A broken instrument we all must face,
with broken notes we cannot place.
So out of tune we all must fear,
this hopeless song we all must hear.
Maybe we have no reason to fret,
for death might be a wondrous quartet.
It could be a beautiful dance,
this grand once in a lifetime chance.
Perhaps when one listens close,
and lets oneself become engrossed.
This song that we all will sing,
could possibly be the most beautiful thing.
A is for Alice, she drank rubbing alcohol,
B is for Bethany, who jumped from the falls.
C is for Chris, he slowly drowned,
D is for Derrick, who's scream made no sound.
E is for Estelle, her rib pierced her lung,
F is for Frankie, who was mobbed and then hung.
Soul by soul we drift through life,
Unsuspecting prey, to the reaper's knife.
Leading us unexpectedly to our end,
Into hell, we shall all descend.
So why not bite the bullet,
When you bite the dust?
Drink poison droplets,
From true human lust.
Sincere beauty, is in fact our own termination,
Eaten alive, by humanities desperation.
G is for Gerald, who overdosed on narcoti
~~Death~~
Death. Something we take lightly yet shouldn't. Never does it occur to us that today we may see death with our own eyes.
To most death is just something of nature. Everyone and everything dies one day or another. Most people believe there is only one way to die. Old age. Something that is simply inevitable. We can't just simply stop aging therefore everything must die. But there are so many more ways.
Deaths are not accidents. When you read in the news 'Two Deaths Caused By Car Accident' it's not really an accident. Things don't happen by accident. The future is set in stone and everyone's death is engraved deep into it and it i
I couldnt bring myself to bury her.
I couldnt bring myself to empty the ground of dirt and of earthworms and of the spindly weed roots, and fill in the ochre gap with her body. Her coffee-cream fur held her tiny skeleton from falling out when they hit her. I try not to think of miniature beat-less hearts and mute lungs. I never saw her dead, but I can imagine.
They found her on the median strip. Breathless and still by the endless whoosh of traffic.
In my mind I see Mums face; I see her heart throbbing at her feet and her cradling the dog, like a precious baby to her chest. I see the love flowing down her withered cheeks